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[bloodinmyear]

[It's been a while since Ruby's seen Dean. She's been pretty determined to avoid him since he walked out on her, but somehow Lana has convinced her to pay him a visit while she and Sam are out having movie night in the Talon theater, even dropped off Joey at the Kent Farm so she'd have no excuses.

It takes her a couple of minutes to make herself knock, but eventually she does and puts on the most neutral face she can.]

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[hasperkynipples]

[Dean was kicking back with a beer and just enjoying the quiet time when there was a knock on the door. It didn't seem like an ominous knock until he actually got up and opened it, and saw who was on the other side]

Hey.

[bloodinmyear]

Hey.

[hasperkynipples]

[pauses for a moment, not sure what to say before turning to the side and gesturing for her to come in]

[bloodinmyear]

[walks in quietly, not sure what to say either]

[hasperkynipples]

[closes the door behind her and takes a moment before swallowing]

So. What brings you by?

[bloodinmyear]

[takes her own moment to find her words]

Let's just say Lana Lang is a very persuasive woman.

She thought if I kept avoiding you, one day I'd regret it.

[hasperkynipples]

[nods for a second]

So ... come here to kick my ass?

[bloodinmyear]

[almost laughs, but not quite]

That'd be so much easier.

[hasperkynipples]

[that's what he was hoping for, actually. But if that's not ... ]

Then why are you here?

[bloodinmyear]

[opens her mouth but nothing comes out

wow, this is even harder than she thought it'd be, and that's saying something

she finally decides kissing him would be easier

...though eventually she's going to actually have to talk]

[hasperkynipples]

[kissing is easier. he has no problems just sinking into the kiss and pretending there wasn't an elephant in the room]

[bloodinmyear]

[she's still thinking about the elephant though, and eventually she can't even kiss him anymore and buries her face in his shoulder

this is crap. she shouldn't be this emotional. she's too emotional to function]

[hasperkynipples]

[he pauses, before slowly wrapping his arms around her, keeping her close for a moment]

[bloodinmyear]

[he might notice she's starting to shake a little. she's really trying to handle this like the HBIC demon she should be, but it's REALLY not working]

[hasperkynipples]

[just keeps quiet and holds her close, and tries to figure out what the fuck he's supposed to say, because he doesn't have a clue]

[bloodinmyear]

[good thing for him he doesn't have to say anything

she holds onto him a bit tighter and turns her head a bit so he can hear her whisper. she's afraid if she tries for any louder she'll make a bigger fool of herself than she already is]

I'm not sorry I said it. [swallows] Even if you never feel the same way.

[hasperkynipples]

[swallows hard, before rubbing her back gently]

Do you get how weird this is for me?

[bloodinmyear]

Pretty sure.

[hasperkynipples]

Okay. Just checking. Cuz ... feelings for a demon isn't exactly what I've been raised to work with.

[bloodinmyear]

I'm a pretty sorry excuse for a demon right now.

[hasperkynipples]

And I'm a pretty sorry excuse for a hunter, so I guess that's something we have in common.

[bloodinmyear]

[lifts her head a bit, but doesn't really look at him]

We have too much in common, Dean.

[hasperkynipples]

Yeah. Guess we do.

[bloodinmyear]

[glances up at him, not even trying to hide the fear. really, what's the point?]

[hasperkynipples]

[looks back at her for a minute, before quietly]

I don't know what I'm doin'.